america's next top...democratic nominee???

as weird as this may seem, i feel like this political race is WEIRD
granted, i'm only a quarter of a century old so i've probably missed a lot where it comes to political races
but whoever loves ANTM like I do knows how you feel in the moment at the very end of the competition when there are just two girls standing there facing the judging panel
kind of wanting to clinch each others' hands, but not wanting to be tied down when it's time to start crying or jumping for joy

they just stand there, as the judges deride or congratulate them on their progress and lack thereof throughout the 14 week (?) contest
clenched teeth, hundreds of photos already taken, hungry hearts, (seldom) humble but oft humble-able spirits, passionate and driven towards a common goal...but there can only be one winner

...and then finally, one face pops up on the screen to their right
they don't automatically catch it in their periphery but the answer is right there
then finally the silence falls out and tyra announces who is America's Next Top Model
screams of jubilation--good times abound (or if you were rooting for the other girl, you just tip up that bottle of wine you were gonna celebrate with and drown the supposed hope into a "maybe next time" kind of attitude--and a winner prevails
this is not a beauty pageant
nor is it a scholarship contest with a new winner next year (though for ANTM there is always next season)
but the truth is, several lives will be changed by this very moment
the next top model will forever be changed--she is a model now (or she has a contract anyway, and a lil bit more money than she walked in with)
the judges (not quite the american public) have made a decision based on beauty and flair and a few other qualifiers that only tyra knows...and now girls (and boys) all over will either be introduced to or become more firmly settled into their ideals of beauty in america...you get the point

and i haven't even started to talk about the democratic party nomination
but to begin, it appears that we'll have to wait until the last sliver of a moment to see who's going to be the democrat's choice
we have to keep watching each episode, getting frustrated when either Barack or Hillary makes a mess in the kitchen and wants somebody else to clean it up
we are the onlookers to ridiculous arguments like who's blacker--go fig
we are theoretically silenced while the delegates or superdelegates (howard d said they're the same thing, fyi) pick and choose their candidate of choice, based on what appears to be a whim since they can't seem to vote any faster than paper absentee ballots can be counted

it just appears to me that this could go faster--lives could be better transformed (once there is a candidate, we can start rallying for people who want mccain to make a better decision)
but we're stuck in a race to see who takes the best photos while still letting their little light shine from within--or putting the other candidates' light out fast enuf not to be disqualified (though is disqualification possible? 'cause if so i have an idea...)

i guess this would be where the sponsors say,
"stay tuned"

...o' dysfunctional o'er spacious lies...

i'm tired

and you probably are too...North Carolina and Indiana are like, happening right now!
but one more word
(relevant before and after)

...by the way, like, why is it that some people don't know anything about grace and bowing out with it?
just wondering...

news just in (though known)

This (below) was one of the 200+ comments at the bottom of the link posted in my last blogpost, "Opines...." I think this respondent's words are nice and candid, short and sweet. If we're about bizness, this guy seems to know what it is. I say get 'er done. Thoughts?

Thank you for an extremely well reasoned piece. There has been so much hysteria unleashed over the Obama/Wright saga that a lucid, logical article like this one stands out like a breath of fresh air in a reeking slaughterhouse. However, without the hope and unity that Obama champions, what are we left with? Hopelessness and divisiveness. So I say to you, let's get the man elected, then we can bash him as much as we want. At least with Obama as president we'd have a chance at some kind of progress. The alternative is more of the same. Again, I really enjoyed this article and I hope it gets a lot of exposure.

Opines from the Meek and Blameless...

Or better, let's just agree to disagree
Another article sent to me by a friend--only because I feel like whoever wants to know should know
and you know, if you don't care, that's cool too
Just keep livin'

*and for clarification, or to inject my own opinion:
these articles and links i've been posting would have little to do with my french experiment (as its title just came to mind, though it could as easily be called a life experiment on realizing ones' dreams--i digress) but in actuality are all the symbols of the amerika i'm returning to
it's important that i be aware of what heat the fire is i'm walking into, and on purpose at that
the difference of opinions appears to me to be a case of how far are you willing to go? or better, how much are you willing to take?

some of us have weak stomachs--bad analogy
some of us have thin skin (much better--here goes) and some thick
however there are those of us who believe it ain't nobody's business to know what kind of skin i have 'cause u ain't about to let nobody whup me!
and this is the dividing line, i believe
it's not to say that those of us who suit up to go work on the mythic "plantation" against our wishes everyday are wrong/bowing down to massah
and it's not to say that those of us who really couldn't stand being in a confined space and must create our own livelihoods are lazy or shiftless
it's just to say, nous sommes different--we may all be the same in some ways, but in some ways we fall from different trees
and to fail to acknowledge that difference (not difficiency...i had to do it) is to fail to begin the conversation correctly

it's like the quote by El Hajj Malik El Shabazz:
"By any means necessary"

...well yea, but WHAT by any means?
declare independence by any means necessary?
maintain one's self image by any means necessary?
win a popular vote by any means necessary?
or, stay black and die by any means necessary?

my daddy always told me that's all i have to do: be black and die
i hope to do more, but i guess it's based on how the history is written that will determine whether i surpassed the requirements of me in this life i'm living

peacepeace and love

and another one

so shall the truth speak its piece...
another well-written, honest article on what we can (if not should) be focusing on that we are not--and for that failure will lead us away from our goals
happy reading!

How Graceful Would You Be?

I think this should end the argument many of us have been engaged in over the past few days...or at least shed a more brilliant light on the subjects at hand.

just trying to put it all out there...

in case you haven't seen this footage of Father Flager from Chicago.
Just another FOX piece--ain't they great?
http://www.foxnews.com/video2/video08.html?videoId=1fd1c0cf-5c80-4d75-996f-bd53b2461ae0&sMPlaylistID